09/26/12

深夜   晴

2012，算是大起大落的一年

经历了很多，也留下了很多

学业，不如预期理想

整个人，仿佛迷失了

也许还未恢复过来吧

总是说，时间是让一切回复原状

现实，却不是一切尽如人意

很多事情，心里是明白的

但，就是没放下

过去了，回不了

这道理，谁都了解

要记住很难，但要忘记更难

不强迫让自己忘记

告诉自己，时间久了

它就会在心里埋藏起来

未来会怎样，谁都不知道

活在当下吧。

寻找自我

还记得三天前的下午，我带着一颗去玩的心参加一个叫寻找自我的激励营。当时，就懵懵的去了…第一晚，感觉这个营闷透了，当时的感觉就是，被骗了！可是，到慢慢后来，我才慢慢体会到了这个营的不一样。这个营，不需要做任何的笔记，只需要用心去体验、去体会。参加了这个营，让我发觉到，原来一直都是自己在找着借口，这些借口都是阻止自己前进的障碍。那时候的我才发觉，原来都是我自己不敢踏出那第一步，使我错过了很多，也是我的生命一直在原地踏步。参加过这个营之后，我才明白，用心去体会往往比用脑去思考来得更重要！就是因为自己的脑想太多，而一直在为自己找借口，才会导致自己不能踏出成功的第一步。真的真的希望，自己能够迈前一步，做个不一样的我。也许会很难，但我会努力克服我心里这个缺口。这个营会的过程当中，有笑也有泪，是真的一个不同、不一样的体验！这个营会也让我看到自己所没有的优点和缺点，让我明白自己到底是怎样的一个人，在害怕着些什么。这，都是体验回来的，experienced it~！这个营会带给了我许多和回忆，虽然只是生命当中的一部分，但我想我会记住这不一样的体验。原来，一切都是值得的 :)

Some Words inside My Heart

Tonite have a chatting time when supper-ing with my parents. My dad telling me many things and I know he wish to see me success in the future. Suddenly, he asked me that what are the things they did have made me feel  touch. Unexpectedly, I have no answer in my mind. Not because of they didn't, but just like what my dad said: 把它当成理所当然了. When I heard this, I felt guilty and so sorry to them. Actually what parents did are good for us, just we never keep in mind. I admit that my dad really changed a lot already compare to when I still small. And here, I would like to say thank you to MY DAD and MUM, and sorry if I did something wrong to make you feel sad. I really appreciate what they have done though I have no courage to tell them, I wish they will know it.

Next, what I want to say is to my beloved Kher. Suddenly got the feeling to read back her blog. All the memories are coming in my mind. At the same time, there are many feelings inside my heart too. No matter how, I just want to tell you that I really so so lucky to meet you in my life. You are CHANGING me. I know I'm still got many many weaknesses but I will change, maybe it just bit slow. One day in the future, you will see a NEW 'me'. And lastly, I want to say I LOVE YOU~really really love you with my full faith!!

You all are the most important people in my life and I feel that I'm the most lucky guy in the world. I have a happy family and my beloved now and there is no regret in my life. Really wish that all this will last FOREVER and there is no end.....

So happy that I had finally finish all the assignments!!!

However, I still have 3 midterms to go...=(

Just hang on for two more weeks!!! Gambateh!!!

This sem seemed a big longer than I thought..

The time seems to passed very slowly..

Maybe because of the tsunami, earthquake in Japan make me feels bad and everyday following those news really make me feel sad but I just can pray for the victims in Japan...

Hope that they will pass through this tough situation..

God Bless them~~

Have to sit for FAF test tomorrow..=(

God Bless me too~~

Add oil to myself and all my friends that are taking the test too!!!!

gonna continue my study now..=(

活出自己

从前，有只驴子每天辛勤的工作，又是磨坊推磨，又是负重拉车，工作尽心尽力，不过主人每天还是对着它大呼小叫的。
主人还有只小狗，整天悠哉悠闲、无所事事，不过每当主人傍晚收工回家时，它就蹦蹦跳跳的绕着它，又是摆尾，又是舔脚，状甚亲昵，主人就轻轻的抱起它，疼爱得不得了。
驴子看在眼里心里很不是滋味，心想：辛劳的反挨骂，轻轻松松的反得宠，这世界也未免太不公平了吧？于是，它想“如法炮制”一番。
第二天傍晚，当主人收工回家时，驴子就抢先跳上前去，依偎在主人身边，又是摆尾，又是舔脚，把主人给吓了一跳，心想：这只笨驴今天发疯了吗？就随手拿了根木棍，把驴子狠狠的抽打一顿。

这故事告诉了我们，人，天生就有自己的本分要饰演，只要认真地扮演好自己的角色就好了，做久了也就习惯了，苦也不觉得苦了，快乐自然就在其中。反而，每天自怨自艾的，不安分守己的，只会把事情弄巧反拙。生活里的不如意，也许只是小小的考验，磨练我们的心志；不要把人生的挫折、打击成了埋葬自己的土石，而要成为自己进阶的梯子。快乐，是生活里的活力激素，人一定要勇敢、快乐的活出自己，这才叫享受人生。

乐观者看到的，每条都是康庄大道；悲观者所见的，只是此路不通。

倒数之旅

5…4…3…2…1~HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!! 令人期待的2011年终于来临了，2010年结束的倒数，在吉隆坡度过，与朋友们一同兴奋的倒数，好开心哦…I'm lovin it~哈哈~! Thanks friends, let me had an unforgettable countdown, enjoy with you all badly..=D


在新的一年会有什么事情发生呢？蛮期待的，希望会是一个好的开始~^^ 离2012又更加接近了，世界末日真的会来临吗？心中多了一个问号……但，管它三七二十一的，享受2011的到来~嘻嘻!! 


新的一年对自己又有什么期望呢？快要踏入20岁的我，希望能变得更加成熟，迎接一个全新的我，哈! 也希望家人能平平安安，同时也能与坷开开心心地度过2011年，两人一同陪伴在成长的路途上，爱你哦~♥


做人总要不停地往前看，但，偶尔回头看看，回忆也是快乐的。2010，轻轻地走了，怀念；2011，悄悄地来了，期待…~

Pianist--YIRUMA

Nice piano songs from YIRUMA~